Imminent Return

As i said in my last post, plane tickets are extremely expensive for getting home in the middle of july. Well nicole showed me this site called student universe where they sell cheaper tickets to students. I was able to find a more reasonably priced ticket on my sister's flight, and jumped at the opportunity bc there were only 5 seats left (i hope i don´t get stuck next to the engines). Well the final purchase of the ticket gave me a big lump in my stomach and made my heart drop. I don't even want to think about leaving this wonderful country, but now i know i have to and the date is coming up far too fast. Ya, ok, still a few months away, but still, much too soon. Thinking about leaving, and knowing i have to, makes me want to cry :(